Current mood:	cheerful
Current music:	Nothing

I love my sister....


I got to see my sister and my cousin today. I just adore them, I really do. They remind me time and time again that I am soo loved and worthy of so much more than I settle for.

So, I am home again. My trip to Mexico was relatively uneventful. Though I did manage to almost die in a car accident, kill two very scary insects I feared may eat me during my sleep, get a little bit sun burned, and see the Mayan ruins in Tulum, and get mistaken for Pink, yes I said Pink.

At first I thought the little Mexican vendor dude was just saying "hey are you pink?" in reference to my burnt skin tone..and perhaps making fun of me cuz I am so damn white, and I was andering the ruins alone.

He chased me down and asked if he could take a picture of me, cuz he was convinced that I was indeed the famous singer. It was cute. He also managed to say "I think you are very much pretty.." I was flattered.
The people in Mexico are so friendly. I forgot how it was to be there, I haven't been in almost 10 years.

I also forgot how sad it is to see such poverty. I mean there was this boy no older than 6 selling limes with cajun salt at like 10:00pm :( with no shoes on. I sat there drinking a corona and eating a quesadilla, complaining about how there was no tv in my room, on my cell phone running up minutes when I could have given that little boy some money or food or something. I felt like an ass. He sat there with his elbows on my table just staring at me. It was heart wrenching.

I gave him a few pesos, I had to..but it is so nothing in comparison to what he really needs, so sad.

I got to the airport, bought some duty-free items and got ready to board. I decided it would be a good idea to take a dramamine just in case the trip back was as bad as the trip there. I also decided that it would be a good idea to drink a daiquiri with the dramamine, despite that Warning sign thing (yeah I am brilliant I tell ya). Feeling a lil bit tipsy, okay a lot of bit tipsy, I entered the plane. As I was entering I noticed the words "Dedicated to Bruce Kennedy...1969-1991...oh yeah I though, we are definately going to die. Um hello??? has anybody ever heard of the "KENNEDY CURSE"??? Yeah well, it exists and I had no desire to be on a plane dedicated to the memory of one of them..I mean did ya notice the dates? He was like 22 years old. Cursed I tell ya!

So we get on the plane. An hour goes by and we are still just sitting there...a full plane. Finally the captain comes on and announces "there is a problem with the plane.." Well, la te frickin da, of course there is. Mind you at this point the dramamine and alcohol have REALLY kicked in.

I laughed as they told us we had to exit the plane, cuz well, I couldn't really feel my feet so much. HAHAH. I got off the plane and felt like I was on a weird ride for like an other hour or so, til they boarded us again. I figured I wouldn't really remember if our plane did go down cuz I would already be passed out. :(. Got back on the plane, passed out. Missed the food :( hahah.

I woke up about an hour before the end of the flight and noticed my cell phone was on the entire trip. Oopsie :( I am glad I didn't cause our plane to crash. I wonder if there will be roaming charges? eek. I woke up only because the guy in front of me, leaned way far back and almost snapped by neck in half...I hate him.

I got home like 3 hours after I was supposed to :(. I then went to a party and saw my cute little Casio. I missed her a lot. I met some myspace fans too..haha who knew? And the girl that says I look like Alyssa Milano was there, she is so pretty. All in all it was a fun night. I am glad I went.

Oh, and someone told me I am "very intimidating..." I am? Hmmm I really am not, I am just a dork in all reality.

Well, the girls are coming over in a few to bbq and swim. yay. I love my girls :). MWAH.

P.S I love Eminem...if I were straight I would marry me some Eminem...hahah. He is such a bitter guy really..you have to love him. There is this song on the Marshall Mathers L.P that epitomizes my feelings towards someone right now. You should hear it. I wonder if you would think I was crazy? hahha. Oh well, I guess I kind of am :).