Sunday, May 16th, 2004

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2:54p	I love my sister.... I got to see my sister and my cousin today. I just adore them, I really do. They remind me time and time again that I am soo loved and worthy of so much more than I settle for. So, I am home again. My trip to Mexico was relatively uneventful. Though I did manage to almost die in a car accident, kill two very scary insects I feared may eat me during my sleep, get a little bit sun burned, and see the Mayan ruins in Tulum, and get mistaken for Pink, yes I said Pink. At first I thought the little Mexican vendor dude was just saying "hey are you pink?" in reference to my burnt skin tone..and perhaps making fun of me cuz I am so damn white, and I was andering the ruins alone. He chased me down and asked if he could take a picture of me, cuz he was convinced that I was indeed the famous singer. It was cute. He also managed to say "I think you are very much pretty.." I was flattered. The people in Mexico are so friendly. I forgot how it was to be there, I haven't been in almost 10 years. I also forgot how sad it is to see such poverty. I mean there was this boy no older than 6 selling limes with cajun salt at like 10:00pm :( with no shoes on. I sat there drinking a corona and eating a quesadilla, complaining about how there was no tv in my room, on my cell phone running up minutes when I could have given that little boy some money or food or something. I felt like an ass. He sat there with his elbows on my table just staring at me. It was heart wrenching. I gave him a few pesos, I had to..but it is so nothing in comparison to what he really needs, so sad. I got to the airport, bought some duty-free items and got ready to board. I decided it would be a good idea to take a dramamine just in case the trip back was as bad as the trip there. I also decided that it would be a good idea to drink a daiquiri with the dramamine, despite that Warning sign thing (yeah I am brilliant I tell ya). Feeling a lil bit tipsy, okay a lot of bit tipsy, I entered the plane. As I was entering I noticed the words "Dedicated to Bruce Kennedy...1969-1991...oh yeah I though, we are definately going to die. Um hello??? has anybody ever heard of the "KENNEDY CURSE"??? Yeah well, it exists and I had no desire to be on a plane dedicated to the memory of one of them..I mean did ya notice the dates? He was like 22 years old. Cursed I tell ya! So we get on the plane. An hour goes by and we are still just sitting there...a full plane. Finally the captain comes on and announces "there is a problem with the plane.." Well, la te frickin da, of course there is. Mind you at this point the dramamine and alcohol have REALLY kicked in. I laughed as they told us we had to exit the plane, cuz well, I couldn't really feel my feet so much. HAHAH. I got off the plane and felt like I was on a weird ride for like an other hour or so, til they boarded us again. I figured I wouldn't really remember if our plane did go down cuz I would already be passed out. :(. Got back on the plane, passed out. Missed the food :( hahah. I woke up about an hour before the end of the flight and noticed my cell phone was on the entire trip. Oopsie :( I am glad I didn't cause our plane to crash. I wonder if there will be roaming charges? eek. I woke up only because the guy in front of me, leaned way far back and almost snapped by neck in half...I hate him. I got home like 3 hours after I was supposed to :(. I then went to a party and saw my cute little Casio. I missed her a lot. I met some myspace fans too..haha who knew? And the girl that says I look like Alyssa Milano was there, she is so pretty. All in all it was a fun night. I am glad I went. Oh, and someone told me I am "very intimidating..." I am? Hmmm I really am not, I am just a dork in all reality. Well, the girls are coming over in a few to bbq and swim. yay. I love my girls :). MWAH. P.S I love Eminem...if I were straight I would marry me some Eminem...hahah. He is such a bitter guy really..you have to love him. There is this song on the Marshall Mathers L.P that epitomizes my feelings towards someone right now. You should hear it. I wonder if you would think I was crazy? hahha. Oh well, I guess I kind of am :). Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Nothing (2 Comments | Comment on this)
7:23p	True Dat! Fiona Apple where did you go? I <3 you! Get Gone How many times do I have to say To get away-get gone Flip your shit past another lasses Humble dwelling You got your game, made your shot, and you got away With a lot, but I'm not turned-on So put away that meat you're selling Cuz I do know what's good for me- And I've done what I could for you But you're not benefiting, and yet I'm sitting Singing again, sing, sing again How can I deal with this, if he won't get with this M'I gonna heal from this; he won't admit to it Nothing to figure out; I gotta get him out It's time the truth was out that he don't give a Shit about me How many times can it escalate Till it elevates to a place I can't breathe? And I must decide, if you must deride That I'm much obliged to up and go I'll idealize, then realize that it's no Sacrifice, because the price is paid, and There's nothing left to grieve Fuckin go- Cuz I've done what I could for you, and I do know what's Good for me and I'm not benefiting, instead I'm sitting singing again, singing again, singing again, Sing, sing, sing again How can I deal with this, if he won't get with this M'I gonna heal from this; he won't admit to it Nothing to figure out; I gotta get him out It's time the truth was out that he don't give a Shit about me Love Ridden Love ridden, I've looked at you With the focus I gave to my birthday candles I've wished on the lidded blue flames Under your brow And baby, I wished for you Nobody sees when you are lying in your bed And I wanna crawl in with you But I cry instead I want your warm, but it will only make Me colder when it's over So I can't tonight, baby No, not "baby" anymore - if I need you I'll just use your simple name Only kisses on the cheek from now on And in a little while, we'll only have to wave My hand won't hold you down no more The path is clear to follow through I stood too long in the way of the door And now I'm giving up on you No, not "baby" anymore - if I need you I'll just use your simple name Only kisses on the cheek from now on And in a little while, we'll only have to wave No, not "baby" anymore - if I need you I'll just use your simple name Only kisses on the cheek from now on And in a little while, we'll only have to wave Current Mood: Poopie Current Music: Fiona Apple - Paper Bag (5 Comments | Comment on this)

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